I recently had lunch with a close friend (who is a fabulous actress) and my friend exasperated this story about another fellow actor in the city who is going through a bit of actor apathy. The story goes:
This actor had a successful run of a show here in Chicago for a little over a year. Afterwards, this actor had NO work for a while...a long while (sounds familiar). The actor soon found out that the successful show was being remounted in New York and so the actor went to audition, EXPECTING to get cast in the same part, and wasn't even offered a call back. This event made the actor very upset and embarrassed. The actor came back to Chicago (with a job already booked) pissed and ornery. My friend, who was also apart of this show, said the actor would come to rehearsal late at times, with a very nasty attitude and was complaining and snappy at everything and everyone.
During the rehearsal the actor also had another audition with a very...very...VERY prestigious theatre company here in city. Once again the actor EXPECTED to get a starring role. The actor was offered the call back for a smaller role. The actor totally rejected the called-back! (Note: this actor has worked for this company only once.)
My friend, asked her friend about the attitude, and why she turned down the opportunity. The actor’s response was "I deserved better. I've worked hard and they should recognize that." Meanwhile that actor was still working the current show with a smaller company.
My issue:
I don't understand where people (especially artists) get a sense of self entitlement. I know quite a few successful, full-time Chicago actors who aren't working this season. The recent scenario the actor experienced is one all actors have or will go through. It’s a growing pain; a character builder, and it takes a lot of character to overcome such obstacles.
We artists possess precious gifts that most people would kill to have. Our God given talents have informed the world of the human condition, freed individuals of their personal bondage and strife's, and will continue to be a canvas for life and lively hood. We are privileged, and should be proud when one of us can make a living doing what we do.
It disgusts me when I hear of artist who take these privileges and turn them into prestige; when the attitude transforms from gratitude to grace. Who the heck do you think you are? We shouldn't do this for the money (especially in theatre). We should do this for love and the opportunity to show our gifts to the world. We shouldn't pout and whine when we don't get the role or the job, (yeah okay, whine a little bit). We should hold our head up and strive to move on. (I mean...HELLO, rejection is apart of this industry)
It's like I always tell my children, if you won't take it seriously, someone else will. If you don't appreciate it, someone else will. Let's continue to humble ourselves daily and continue to seek a higher esthetic in our talents. Let’s appreciate the small jobs and honor the big ones. One never knows when and how the next job will come. And we cant take for granted if there will be a "next job". Enjoy your life and your life's work.
Peace and Favor forever more